today was not really good. mr sim wasnt here and a relieve teacher came. he kept using the P1 method, one silent clap. i started imitating him...lols. if yesterday i only go along with them to see the Pasir Ris Crest talk, the thing between amanda and stacia will not happen. i just found out from amanda yesterday night of wat had happen when she called me. back to yesterday 3pm. we were allowed to go to the talk where we want go among the six sch. at the begining, amanda, stacia and i wanted to go to the ngee an talk but alanna wanted to go to the pasir ris crest talk. 3 of us thought....if we leave alanna alone, she will feel that we abandon her or something.so amanda say i go with you alanna. then we went separate ways, amanda and alanna went to AVA room for the pasir ris crest talk while stacia and i went to the hall for the ngee an talk. when stacia and was there, i think stacia was scared that amanda and alanna will feel like we dont wanna follow them. so stacia ask me to go with her. i also felt wat stacia felt. so we went up to the AVA room but when i was at the door, i thought, i hav to stay in this room for 45mins and i never thought of going into this school before, then wats the point. so i told stacia that im going back to the ngee an's talk. so stacia came out of the room and ask me to go in but i did not want to. i kept saying i dont want, i dont want, i dont want when stacia ask me to go in so she ask me to wait while she ask amanda to come along with me but i rejected. i said nevermind, i wont feel abandon or something just let me go. so i ran off to the ngee an's talk. after the talk, i went back to the class and sat between stacia and alanna while amanda was behind stacia. everything seems normal. after sch, i was walking with stacia while alanna was walking together with amanda, then stacia ask me whether wanna walk by the 7/11 way or not then i said to her, later alanna and amanda think we abandon them how, then stacia said, they wont want lar. so walk together with her but she didnt say anything. at night amanda called me and ask whether when i walk with stacia yesterday did she say anything. then i replied, nothing and i ask why. amanda said that in the AVA room, she kinda blame stacia why never follow me, later i will get angry or some sort like this and they argued or quarelled somehow. so i told amanda, i did not feel angry or abandon becuase i myself wanted to go to the ngee an's talk. amanda said stacia was angry and very fed up with her and amanda had apologised to stacia many times but stacia did not wanna give in. so today after recess going back to our mothertongue classes, amanda actually wanted to talk to stacia but stacia walk the other way and i ask stacia to go back but she did not want to. so i look and amanda and she looks very angry and fuck stacia and she walk off. stacia did not saw it as she was talking to alanna. alanna and i was asking stacia to give in but she did not want. hai...i wish that everything can get back to normal tomorrow. Im the root cause of this matter, sorry alanna amanda and stacia.
byebye

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today was not really good. mr sim wasnt here and a relieve teacher came. he kept using the P1 method, one silent clap. i started imitating him...lols. if yesterday i only go along with them to see the Pasir Ris Crest talk, the thing between amanda and stacia will not happen. i just found out from amanda yesterday night of wat had happen when she called me. back to yesterday 3pm. we were allowed to go to the talk where we want go among the six sch. at the begining, amanda, stacia and i wanted to go to the ngee an talk but alanna wanted to go to the pasir ris crest talk. 3 of us thought....if we leave alanna alone, she will feel that we abandon her or something.so amanda say i go with you alanna. then we went separate ways, amanda and alanna went to AVA room for the pasir ris crest talk while stacia and i went to the hall for the ngee an talk. when stacia and was there, i think stacia was scared that amanda and alanna will feel like we dont wanna follow them. so stacia ask me to go with her. i also felt wat stacia felt. so we went up to the AVA room but when i was at the door, i thought, i hav to stay in this room for 45mins and i never thought of going into this school before, then wats the point. so i told stacia that im going back to the ngee an's talk. so stacia came out of the room and ask me to go in but i did not want to. i kept saying i dont want, i dont want, i dont want when stacia ask me to go in so she ask me to wait while she ask amanda to come along with me but i rejected. i said nevermind, i wont feel abandon or something just let me go. so i ran off to the ngee an's talk. after the talk, i went back to the class and sat between stacia and alanna while amanda was behind stacia. everything seems normal. after sch, i was walking with stacia while alanna was walking together with amanda, then stacia ask me whether wanna walk by the 7/11 way or not then i said to her, later alanna and amanda think we abandon them how, then stacia said, they wont want lar. so walk together with her but she didnt say anything. at night amanda called me and ask whether when i walk with stacia yesterday did she say anything. then i replied, nothing and i ask why. amanda said that in the AVA room, she kinda blame stacia why never follow me, later i will get angry or some sort like this and they argued or quarelled somehow. so i told amanda, i did not feel angry or abandon becuase i myself wanted to go to the ngee an's talk. amanda said stacia was angry and very fed up with her and amanda had apologised to stacia many times but stacia did not wanna give in. so today after recess going back to our mothertongue classes, amanda actually wanted to talk to stacia but stacia walk the other way and i ask stacia to go back but she did not want to. so i look and amanda and she looks very angry and fuck stacia and she walk off. stacia did not saw it as she was talking to alanna. alanna and i was asking stacia to give in but she did not want. hai...i wish that everything can get back to normal tomorrow. Im the root cause of this matter, sorry alanna amanda and stacia.
byebye

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