Feeling very demoralised now. The "GET IT" will be coming soon and it isnt a joking matter. My chinese was TERRIBLE! i drop by 30 marks! The lowest mark i ever get for chinese. i did not noe how to respond when i first get my paper. i was SHOCK and i did not noe how to respond! things seem to happen too fast it just felt like a dream .it felt like i hav lost all my feelings and i dont feel a single thing. I tried to go back to my normal self and forget about every single thing about it. I wasnt able to be myself for long. when i went for recess, it was kinda early so there was very little people there and i started to think back about my chinese paper, i woke up suddenly and all my feelings came back. the pain was extreme. wat the hell was i doing during the exam. this is really a big wake up call for me. im trying to forget about this matter so that i will be happier. no point crying over spilk milk right. so JOLENE jia you!

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Feeling very demoralised now. The "GET IT" will be coming soon and it isnt a joking matter. My chinese was TERRIBLE! i drop by 30 marks! The lowest mark i ever get for chinese. i did not noe how to respond when i first get my paper. i was SHOCK and i did not noe how to respond! things seem to happen too fast it just felt like a dream .it felt like i hav lost all my feelings and i dont feel a single thing. I tried to go back to my normal self and forget about every single thing about it. I wasnt able to be myself for long. when i went for recess, it was kinda early so there was very little people there and i started to think back about my chinese paper, i woke up suddenly and all my feelings came back. the pain was extreme. wat the hell was i doing during the exam. this is really a big wake up call for me. im trying to forget about this matter so that i will be happier. no point crying over spilk milk right. so JOLENE jia you!

Labels: Demoralised.